Oh,Its Valentine.-A subject

Subject,it can be anything. You,Me,Your mom,Her care,your ass or whatever. At the moment,its love.Everyone have their own defination.What i thought,it was when your soul belongs to that person. Yes cheesy but true. Its when you find a friend in that person and dont even think on how the other person would feel if you would have a running nose. Its when you think that even if there is no one for you,you have that one person who would be with you always.And If there are many people around you,you think they are not needed. Love,its never a suffocation,caring in whatever way and getting affected by small thing happening to "THAT" person is genuine thing. If it makes you feel asphyxiated,its not love. Its just a duty or a habbit. Might not be digested but sortve true.You feel a part of that person.
There may be other definations depending on what people think which are well knowned by me (atleast of some) and yes sometime love doesnt depend on the two people feeling for each other but about what other think about you and the other you.

But,well,Am flexible. Even if people wont agree but i am. And if the person I love has some other "concept/theory",I am ready for the change. and not to make her guilty but just for the sole reason. If you love someone and you see that person feeling suffocated by your love,Ventilation is required. And if you actually love anyone,just being with the person anyway makes it enough. And i will be always.

Theories never end.

People in this small world are too smart.They think by reading few books,watching few movies and a handful of experience will be enough to mmake their life a perfect one.Everything is known,everything is fixed. Its like a pattern and it has to be perfect.Well,that what people want atleast. The "natural course",its absent or just about to.Its all theories,its all practical,its just to to striving to hard to make everything perfect that you forget that it is the samll things which matters. And that actually strikes humanity too. A mutual understanding. People want their life to be perfect,to mould according to their wish,to have things according to me,to have space and some restrictions some times. People have their theories and they apply it on not only their life but also to people "attached" to them. And it makes it worse when they actually believes in it. Its simply the more you know what life is all about, more new chapters will be added. And at times theories you believe in will never apply to you,YOURSELF. Atleast that happened to me. Believed in "what you give,the person will treat you the same way" but what actually happened was that gacve someone so much that she was not able to reciprocate and made her feel suffocated. Yes. If you listen "You love me more than I do,and at time you should give me a damn" that is when your theory goes wrong. If ranting mathematical theorem was a tough task and went wrong at times,then howcome one apllied in life cant go wrong. So,play practical and be genuine. Get out of the 'imaginary' world.

In the fog.

Yeah,Its really cold these days and driving to college in that cold with fog thats not even letting you see the hot chick riding parallel to you. Yeah,that much fog.
And having ice on my goatee whild driving is something i have never experienced. Well,will driving inside the fog just made me realise something similar to it. Its like I just came into a lane but wasnot able to see anything,thought of walking because the buses and trucks were driving as the owners of the road. But still,i continued,and as i enetered the fog,I realised,I was able to see the way in a faded form.SO,slowly finally i reached college. Its the same in life i guess and quite similar happening these days. Am moving with some responsibilities along with my best friend,I dont know where will it lead me to,or if its the right decision or not. I guess its only when i move i will get to know. I guess,the outcome will be the same as after passing through the fog.
Thats it,small thought,shared.

Rainbow in a storm

There is always something we wish in life and once attained, we wish more.Why, with as much pain as it endures in hanging on, does the heart refuse to let go? May be because pain lasts a minute or hours,now but regrets lasts a lifetime.Ever wondered why are people scared of being alone? People wants attention,people who listen to them,observe them and admire them is cherry on cake. But the things are changing,people turn desperate and fucking attention seeker. Confrences annoys me most these days,people not talking but just seeking attention. Yeah,I know the era am living in. The world can't change. And someone even gave it in my face.I just wanted some people to believe in me but that is something which i can't see in anyone,even in people i expected. Believe in those you love. You come to love by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. The hardest part is deciding when to hang and when to let go. Yes,it seems very hard now. Because now,if you keep things transparent and be honest people get hurt and they won't like you and if you try and accumulate evrything in your thin body ,it just gets a bit fake and then people get another reason to speak at.Appreciation is what everyone need but why is an honest opinion about something is not digestable? STFU.I just expected a lot from some people and their failiure have just started affecting me.False hope seems to better than no hope at all.Some people in my life are important and I hate the way I could never hate them and the fact I’ll always love them no matter what they put me through.

Bittersweet.

Yeah,my first blog. Not in one of the greatest state of mind rather one of the worst.Well,may be facing the bittersweet realities of life.
Whatever it may sound,but I am actually tired of my life.Nothing new,insecurtities,dullness,coldness. Its just all over.It may not be but thats what my soul feel atleast.Sometime,We realise how time move so fast. Yes,It does. We can surely see the amount of changes we have in our personality even with this pace of time. Glad it moves fast.
I thought I might feel light after writing a post but it's just getting the opposit. And now i don't even feel like continuing it and make it bizzare.