Rainbow in a storm

There is always something we wish in life and once attained, we wish more.Why, with as much pain as it endures in hanging on, does the heart refuse to let go? May be because pain lasts a minute or hours,now but regrets lasts a lifetime.Ever wondered why are people scared of being alone? People wants attention,people who listen to them,observe them and admire them is cherry on cake. But the things are changing,people turn desperate and fucking attention seeker. Confrences annoys me most these days,people not talking but just seeking attention. Yeah,I know the era am living in. The world can't change. And someone even gave it in my face.I just wanted some people to believe in me but that is something which i can't see in anyone,even in people i expected. Believe in those you love. You come to love by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. The hardest part is deciding when to hang and when to let go. Yes,it seems very hard now. Because now,if you keep things transparent and be honest people get hurt and they won't like you and if you try and accumulate evrything in your thin body ,it just gets a bit fake and then people get another reason to speak at.Appreciation is what everyone need but why is an honest opinion about something is not digestable? STFU.I just expected a lot from some people and their failiure have just started affecting me.False hope seems to better than no hope at all.Some people in my life are important and I hate the way I could never hate them and the fact I’ll always love them no matter what they put me through.

Bittersweet.

Yeah,my first blog. Not in one of the greatest state of mind rather one of the worst.Well,may be facing the bittersweet realities of life.
Whatever it may sound,but I am actually tired of my life.Nothing new,insecurtities,dullness,coldness. Its just all over.It may not be but thats what my soul feel atleast.Sometime,We realise how time move so fast. Yes,It does. We can surely see the amount of changes we have in our personality even with this pace of time. Glad it moves fast.
I thought I might feel light after writing a post but it's just getting the opposit. And now i don't even feel like continuing it and make it bizzare.